Thursday, August 1, 2013

Two Different Worlds



One boy
Handsome and charming
Funny and unique
One girl
Lonely and sad
Ugly and broken
From two different worlds
Have found eachother
But it's no longer working
She sees how she holds him back
He says it's over 
And her heart aches
But she knows it's best
One boy, one girl, two different worlds 
Her fantasy fades to a thing of the past
But his happiness is what matters
She wants to give him the world
But her broken hands only crumble it
She reads his words 
And her eyes burn
And her heart yearns
But she knows why they can't be together
They are from two different worlds 

Thursday, May 9, 2013

GoodBye

So alone, in the hall
emptiness all around
her teary eyes
blur the world
they all walk by
not stopping 
nobody cares
she sits on the bench
and cries out her eyes
seeking a friend
to save her from herself
but the only friend
that she finds
is the razor in her hand
she hid it away
swearing never to cut again
but nobody notices her
not today
would they notice another cut
would they care if they saw
she's all alone
feeling empty inside
her whole world has changed
and she has lost control
she's done numbing the pain
tonight she's ending it
she's said "it's over" before
but tonight is different
tonight no one can stop her
every tear she cried today
will dry with her blood
as she bleeds beneath the moon
and washes away the pain
with the rain
her blade has kissed her skin
and as she stands
it runs down her leg
she keeps walking
one more class
one more hour to live
she'll make it worth it
the blood will dry
the wound will start to heal
and she will open it again
one last time
tonight
all
alone
she says
goodbye

Unnoticed

Little girl alone in the back of the room
staring straight ahead
she cries
the tears streaming down her face
she doesn't bother wiping them away
nobody notices them anyways
Little girl goes unnoticed another day
she sits all alone
staring off in the distance
nobody notices her
just like any other day
the tears fall to the floor
they fall on her arms
onto her lap
they fall and fall
she doesn't care 
and neither does anyone else
she doesn't bother wiping them away
she goes unnoticed another day

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

His eyes

That look in his eyes, it's gone
the one I loved so much
they don't sparkle the same way,
not anymore
I look into them
and the stare back at me 
like I'm just another face
those eyes aren't the ones I love
they have became something strange 


Thursday, April 18, 2013

Innocence

Innocent little girl with sparkling eyes 
Stares out the window
Watching the world spin by
Her mind so simple, so innocent
Brightly colored flowers dance in her mind
She doesn't have a care in the world 
This innocent girl
Has died, killed by her own hand
She started painting crimson pictures
Destroying her innocence day by day
Her eyes no longer sparkle
Only glisten with tears
Her mind has become deathly, murderous
Killing her more each day
The monster inside has eaten her innocence
This little girl is no more
She has starved, withered away

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Butterfly

Butterfly so tiny and small
You flutter your wings
Through it all
Even when the angels don't sing
Oh so delicate you are
Flying through the rain
You've traveled so far
Enduring so much pain
Your colors still shine so bright
So small, yet so strong
Fighting troubles day and night
Trying to right all that's wrong
Butterfly so tiny and small
You flutter your wings
Through it all
Even when the angels don't sing

Saturday, March 9, 2013

The Butterfly

Blue, purple and black
drawn upon my wrist
it means everything to me
this butterfly
keeps me from breaking down
that blade would kill this beautiful thing
bleeding away the beauty
Blue, purple and black
drawn upon my wrist
it gives me strength
this butterfly
holds me together
protecting me from myself
Blue, purple and black
colors of strength
this butterfly
is my everything