Two Different Worlds

One boy

Handsome and charming

Funny and unique

One girl

Lonely and sad

Ugly and broken

From two different worlds

Have found eachother

But it's no longer working

She sees how she holds him back

He says it's over 

And her heart aches

But she knows it's best

One boy, one girl, two different worlds 

Her fantasy fades to a thing of the past

But his happiness is what matters

She wants to give him the world

But her broken hands only crumble it

She reads his words 

And her eyes burn

And her heart yearns

But she knows why they can't be together

They are from two different worlds 

GoodBye

So alone, in the hall

emptiness all around

her teary eyes

blur the world

they all walk by

not stopping 

nobody cares

she sits on the bench

and cries out her eyes

seeking a friend

to save her from herself

but the only friend

that she finds

is the razor in her hand

she hid it away

swearing never to cut again

but nobody notices her

not today

would they notice another cut

would they care if they saw

she's all alone

feeling empty inside

her whole world has changed

and she has lost control

she's done numbing the pain

tonight she's ending it

she's said "it's over" before

but tonight is different

tonight no one can stop her

every tear she cried today

will dry with her blood

as she bleeds beneath the moon

and washes away the pain

with the rain

her blade has kissed her skin

and as she stands

it runs down her leg

she keeps walking

one more class

one more hour to live

she'll make it worth it

the blood will dry

the wound will start to heal

and she will open it again

one last time

tonight

all

alone

she says

goodbye

Unnoticed

Little girl alone in the back of the room

staring straight ahead

she cries

the tears streaming down her face

she doesn't bother wiping them away

nobody notices them anyways

Little girl goes unnoticed another day

she sits all alone

staring off in the distance

nobody notices her

just like any other day

the tears fall to the floor

they fall on her arms

onto her lap

they fall and fall

she doesn't care 

and neither does anyone else

she doesn't bother wiping them away

she goes unnoticed another day

His eyes

That look in his eyes, it's gone

the one I loved so much

they don't sparkle the same way,

not anymore

I look into them

and the stare back at me 

like I'm just another face

those eyes aren't the ones I love

they have became something strange 

Innocence

Innocent little girl with sparkling eyes 

Stares out the window

Watching the world spin by

Her mind so simple, so innocent

Brightly colored flowers dance in her mind

She doesn't have a care in the world 

This innocent girl

Has died, killed by her own hand

She started painting crimson pictures

Destroying her innocence day by day

Her eyes no longer sparkle

Only glisten with tears

Her mind has become deathly, murderous

Killing her more each day

The monster inside has eaten her innocence

This little girl is no more

She has starved, withered away

Butterfly

Butterfly so tiny and small
You flutter your wings
Through it all
Even when the angels don't sing
Oh so delicate you are
Flying through the rain
You've traveled so far
Enduring so much pain
Your colors still shine so bright
So small, yet so strong
Fighting troubles day and night
Trying to right all that's wrong
Butterfly so tiny and small
You flutter your wings
Through it all
Even when the angels don't sing

The Butterfly

Blue, purple and black

drawn upon my wrist

it means everything to me

this butterfly

keeps me from breaking down

that blade would kill this beautiful thing

bleeding away the beauty

Blue, purple and black

drawn upon my wrist

it gives me strength

this butterfly

holds me together

protecting me from myself

Blue, purple and black

colors of strength

this butterfly

is my everything

Eight years

Eight long years
I have held back these tears
You took away te safety if my bed
At night, I'm afraid to lay down my head
Eight years ago you hurt me
You couldn't let me be
Are you happy you took my innocence away
Happy knowing I don't want to love another day
I hope our happy, me, I'm forever scarred
Thanks to you trust for me is hard
Nothing I can do will make this go away
That night is in my memory to stay
Eight long years
I have fought these tears
But tonight I'm letting go
And you'll never know

----

My smile is fading away
It's getting harder each day
I feel like I'm just an object to you
Something you'll throw away when you're through
Each day I look into your eyes
Seeking the truth finding only lies
To think I'm only a toy hurts me
That is not what I want to be
I want to be more
Do you even want me anymore
I thought we were gonna be great
But now I've realized my fate
To you I am only a toy
Just like with every other boy

Loner Girl

Sitting on the floor with your knees to your chest

staring absently at the rest

scared of what they would do if they knew

all that was inside of you

sadness reaches deep into your dreams

you look around realsing silent screams

no one else seems to hear

or see what you do in the mirror

you're just a loner girl

waiting for someone to give you the world

Memory That Won't Fade

The room is cold and black

all those memories come flooding back

a lonely girl, so fragile and small

screams for someone, anyone at all

she can't shake this frightening feeling

or stop her head from reeling

All the tears tonight have dried

it can't be forgotten, she's tried

days, months, years have gone by

she keeps living this lie

the strength she had wasn't enough

he saw through her bluff

everything she had, he took away

nobody had made him pay

she is eternally scarred

her insides broken and marred

he never knew what he put her through

a mistake she can never undo

the word hurts to be spoken aloud

the tears are like rain from a cloud

he's probably forgotten, she never shall

he was a rpaist not her pal

a danger she'd have never seen

before he was never mean

her trust has faded away

in her memory that nigh is bound to stay 

Little One

Little one, walking home, nobody sees your pain

They can't see your tears through the rain

Mommy and Daddy don't seem to care

just how hard each day is to bear

You fight the pain and make it through

deep inside there is a strength in you

Dad aftr day you wear a plastic smile

even if it is just for awhile

Lullaby

Close your eyes, rest your head

forget the day and go to bed

lose yourself in the music's beat

let it wash away this feeling of defeat

slowly drift into sleep

one by one count the sheep

let your cares drift away

worry about them another day

A Boy and A Girl

An old tree

fallen down and decaying

two teenage kids

hiding from the world

a girl with an abusive mother

a boy with a broken heart

holding eachother close

trying to protect one another

 

trash all around

soda cans and plastic bags

two broken people

hiding from the world

a girl with cuts on her arm

a boy with gashes on his chest

holding eachother close

accepting one another's flaws

 

blue cloudless skies

hiding about green trees

so beautiful

two hurting souls

hiding from the world

a girl with skinny jeans

a boy with converse on his feet

hiding from the world

holding eachotehr close

loving one another unconditionally

Christmas is Here, Promising Forever

We lay on the couch, cuddling close

I'm wearing one of your sweaters

it's oversized and warm

 

Outside the window, the snow is falling

the tree is in the corner

covered with lights

a roasting fire, heating the house

 

Christmas is here

 

Around my neck is my favorite present

a single silver heart on a silver chain

our intials engraved in the center

 

promising forever

 

around your finger is a silver ring

the only ring you ever wore

I love you engraved all around

 

promising forever