Random Verses

I'm way less then perfect.
I'm not who anyone thinks I am.
I am not as strong as the world thinks I am.
I don't cry because I am not strong enough to admit
I'm not okay
So I found other ways.
All the people who know the all eventually turn away
They lock people like me up.
They put us away.


She sat in the corner with the blade to her wrist
she pushed it deep and pulled it across
her porcelain skin was stained red
she passed out and layed there
until morning
when she came to
she discovered no one else knew
what she had done
they left her to bleed, to die on her floor


Every time I look in the mirror
I see the mistake
my father didn't want
the mistake
that kept my mother
from her dreams
I see the girl who has no future
there is nothing for her
not anymore
I am just a hollow shell

My wrists are bloody
My heart is broken
there is nothing inside me
the girl who was once there
has died long ago
I cut her wrist
and watched her bleed
she has gone
and now there's me

God was never my father
I didn't have one
only a mother
who I held
from her dreams
my last thoughts
nobody can stop me it's to late
the blood spills to the floor
everything is black

This is the end
I can't play anymore games
red stains the carpet
she is gonna be mad
but I don't care
she never loved me anyways

Clouded vision
dark mind
walk down the hall
just to say goodbye
to tell them one last time
you love them
to hold your little brother
in your arms
tell him it will be okay
fall down the stairs
to much blood has fallen
the pills numb the pain
but doesn't stop the blood
this is the end
the final turn of the gun
nothing more
but darkness and a dead girl
thats all I was
nothing more.